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Bullying … A Revisit

Well I’m almost 2 weeks into the Summer Blogging Challenge, and I’m about to be a cheater. I’ve been in celebratory mode all day, and haven’t had a spare moment to do anything but nap and relax in the peace and quiet. ūüėȬ† In other words, I didn’t write anything new today.

But, I’ve got a plan. Instead, I’m going to share one of my favourite blog posts from the past. One that I think it’s incredibly appropriate for this time of the year. One that will hopefully make a difference in the lives of the little’s around you.

Forgive me for my laziness but please read these words that I had to say …..

Bullying. Sucks. A lot. Having been the fat kid growing up, I suffered¬†through my share of it. Not from my peers¬†so much, but from older kids and people in the world around me. Society as a whole can be really hard on¬† people who¬†are different. Different in any way, shape or form. Body shape, skin color, height, weight, age, sex, glasses, crooked teeth, freckles, etc, etc. It’s a never-ending¬†list of stupid being¬†perpetuated by people who have ZERO confidence in themselves. I survived it, but it hurt. A lot.

Having said all that, I’ve also been the parent of bullies, on a few¬†different occasions. (Remember ~¬†I’m a foster parent). I’ve seen the world through their eyes and their outlook is just as grim as the persons being tormented. These kids believe that they’re worthless and stupid and ugly and horrible and that no one likes them. They feel abandoned by their parents, their friends and the world as a whole. They are lonely in a way that not many of us can understand. They feel powerless in their personal lives and bullying gives them POWER. They are controlling the situation instead of the situation controlling them. Bullying is almost NEVER about the victim, it’s about the Instigator. Almost Always.

It’s sad and maddening, but bullying is never going away. No matter how many posters we hang up, or how many commercials get shown on TV, bullying is here to stay. Think about how many “bullies” you know right now in your own group of friends. We all know someone who¬†will push and push until they get their way. We’ve all got a friend that thinks it’s funny to pick on you or your other friends, and then justifies it with a “just kidding”, or “you know I love you”. I can guarantee we’ve all had bosses that took their position of power to an unreasonable level while we just had to stand there and take it. Are those not all instances of bullying? Adults do it ALL the time … we just use bigger, fancier¬†words.

I think that it is worth educating kids on how to handle a bully. How to safely tell on them, how to avoid certain situations, and how to walk away. Kids need to feel safe at school and in their community. But there’s other ways to educate our kids and teach them to be better, in spite of the bullying going on around them.

Number One. Teach children their worth. If you’re a parent, make sure your children know how fabulous they are. Teach them about strength and confidence and grace. If you’re a teacher, pay attention to the kids that come from bad situations. Be their positive influence. Build your kids up so they find value inside of themselves as opposed to searching for it in the world around them. In my experience, my little “bullies” have had almost no self-esteem and were just desperate to have someone, anyone pay attention to them. No one made them feel good about themselves, so they set out to make other people look worse than they felt. Empower your children. They need your strength, until they feel it themselves.

Number Two. Teach children to not be followers. This seems like a pretty obvious statement, but how many of us really teach it? We teach our kids that there is strength in numbers and that they’re safer in groups. We should be teaching them how to be leaders … good, strong, positive leaders. Bully’s are not all that scary when they’re standing there on their own. Teach children to leave jerks and morons standing there by themselves and walk away. Teach them that it’s not rude to walk away when their friends are being mean or fighting. They don’t need to always have their buddy’s “back”. We spend so much time teaching kids to be polite and not enough time teaching them to be their own person. Give your children excuses for getting out of uncomfortable situations … “my Mom will take away my phone if I stay here”, “If I say that, my Dad will take away hockey”. Something, anything, but give them your words, until they have their own.

Number Three. Teach children that they have a voice.¬†Kids need to understand the power that their words carry, especially positive ones. Teach them that it’s okay to tell people what they’re doing is wrong. That it’s okay to say No, and to stand up for someone else. Teach them how to tell someone when they see bullying occur. Teach them that a smile and a Hello can make a difference in someone’s life. Encourage them to speak up and not be quiet.

Number Four. Teach children that they don’t have to be friends with everyone.¬†A lot¬†of times bullying starts because kids are different from¬†the majority of their peers. Everyone is NOT going to be friends, and that’s okay. The world is a big place and there is a match out there for everyone. Kids need to know that. A lot of times,¬†they think we want them to¬†hang out with the “weirdos”, so they fight against doing the “right” thing.¬†¬†I always tell my kids that they don’t have to be friends with everyone, but that doesn’t mean they get to be mean to anyone. Ever.

Number Five. Be an example. Do not laugh at the fat person that walks by. Don’t point out someones dirty, awful clothes. Don’t call people ugly, stupid, crazy. Don’t laugh when your children tell you an inappropriate story. They are watching you. They are copying you. Show them the proper way to behave. If you aren’t guarding your words and actions, why in the world will your children?

Finally as parents and adults, OPEN YOUR EYES.

Do not assume that your little “angel” is behaving appropriately at school. If someone tells you that your child has been misbehaving, don’t brush it off, look into it. Talk openly about bullying and the different forms it takes. Be present in their lives.

Watch for changes in your children. Are they pulling away from you, are talkers suddenly quiet, are social butterfly’s now¬†hiding in their bedrooms? Have they stopped eating or are they grossly overeating all of a sudden? Something is wrong. Get them help.

Bullying is about Power. I’m giving my kids the power, so bullying has NO POWER over them.¬†How about you?

 

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Grade 7 was my Nightmare

As most of you know by now, I’m overweight, and have been my entire life. It’s changed over the years, but I’ve always been bigger than everyone around me. Always.¬†Because of that, I’ve spent a good portion of my life being people’s punching bag and the butt of many a joke. But Grade 7 was the worst. By far.

It’s bad enough moving into a new school with older kids, and not knowing what you’re doing or where you’re going. It’s the first time¬†we had to switch to different teachers for each class, and not have recess. Everything was different. And I was the fat kid.

I can vividly remember walking down the Grade 7 hallway, and having 3 grade 9 boys call me over. I can still see their faces, and I still know their names. In fact, 2 of them have tried befriending me on Facebook, and yeah, not happening. But I digress … they called me over which I thought was nice, or I hoped would be nice and well, it wasn’t. They looked at me and said, “do you like football” and I said No. They then told me that I should because when I got to high school, I was going to make an awesome linebacker. “The school needs a big mama on the front lines’. They laughed hysterically and left me standing there, alone. I refused to cry and give them the satisfaction of winning, but it still really hurt.

I spent the ENTIRE year being teased by these boys and their friends. Every time¬†I walked by them, they commented about my weight. EVERY TIME. It was either names, or football references or “see you at tryout’s”.¬† I never responded to them, or even acknowledged their existence. But it was 3 years of heart stopping palpitations at the sight of them, and their words were etched on my brain.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t just the kids that did it, there were teachers too.

Our school had an event called The Turkey Trot. (How’s that for a stupid name)?¬† It was basically a really long run, and the winner won a turkey. Obviously, I’m not a runner and the promise of winning a turkey wasn’t all that exciting or inspiring for me, but it was what it was, and we were all expected to participate. Fortunately for me, I had sinus surgery 3 days prior to the event, and I had a doctor’s note to get me out of it.¬† Woot!! It¬†said that I couldn’t participate as my sinuses had just been ripped apart and breathing¬†would be an¬†issue. But¬†what this¬†horrible¬†teacher read was, “she’s fat and just doesn’t want to participate”, and he MADE me run the race. Made me.

So off I went. I ran for about¬†a block and a half¬†and quickly discovered that my doctor was right, I wouldn’t be able to breathe. So I walked instead. Soon enough, the other overweight classmate and I ended up walking as everyone else ran by us. We were trying, we just couldn’t keep up with everyone else. But we were trying, and we didn’t quit. Unfortunately, our teacher didn’t see it that way. He called us fat and lazy, and if I remember correctly, called my “running” partner fat in front of the whole school. Needless to say it isn’t a happy memory. It was the day my friend and I were humiliated in front of our peers by a teacher. The one person that was supposed to protect us from bullying was in fact, perpetuating it. ¬†I ended up with a bleeding nose for 3 days, and we both had to bear yet another mark left by mean words and judgement.

Even with my friends, I wasn’t safe from bullying. I know that their intentions weren’t to be mean to me, but their words hurt me more than anyone elses. They were my “safe place”, but even they felt like it was okay to “say it like it was”. I hated phys. ed for obvious reasons, but hated the “track and field” unit the most. Especially high jump. Really?? High jump for fat people … not so much. I would do everything I could to not have to participate in this unit, anything. I would beg my Mom for notes, I would get a headache, I would do whatever. It wasn’t that I was lazy, it was that I just plain and simple couldn’t do what they were asking me to do. It was 60 minutes a day of people laughing at me. High jump, long jump, triple jump, sprinting, long distance running, all things not made for me. It was humiliating and horrible.

Well, my friends wrote me a note and handed it to me at the end of the school day. I had a 10 block walk home, and I cried for 8 blocks of it. The note said, “we know why you hate phys. ed, it’s because you’re fat and it’s hard for you. Everyone knows that’s why you don’t participate so stop being a baby”. I think they were hoping it would empower me somehow, but all it did was sting. They were right, but having this group of people call it out like that, left me feeling so exposed and vulnerable. I felt safer thinking that no one knew why I was hiding, and now my secret was out.

Why couldn’t people just leave me alone? Why did my weight matter so much to them? And why in the world did my being different give everyone license to say whatever they wanted to me?

Speaking out against bullying has kind of become “my thing”. I’ve written numerous blog posts about it, and if you’re interested, you can read them all here. I go out of my way to teach my kids that they are not better than anyone else, that their differences don’t make them more “normal”, and that I EXPECT them to always choose the high road – no matter how hard it is. If you’re around me and you start teasing people or make rude comments, you will get called on it. No one deserves to be made to feel like they’re “less than” ever.

I try to not see the differences in the people around me. I accept that we may all believe in different things and/or have different opinions, but that it doesn’t make one of us more “right”. I recognize that many of us have been deeply hurt by others, and that sometimes all we need is a listening and non-judgemental friend. I don’t pretend to be perfect and I most certainly don’t expect others to be either. I choose to not point out others weaknesses or flaws in order to steer the focus away from mine. I¬†strive to be a light to this world instead of someone promoting darkness. I want people to not go through what I have.

It’s time for us to get real, and stop assuming that we’re better than someone else. Our looks, our beliefs, the clothes we wear or the churches we attend shouldn’t be fodder for cruelty. We don’t need to agree with each other, and we don’t even need to get along, but we do need to be decent human beings. Say it, believe it and model it to the world around you. We are “different” from each other, we are not “better”.

Today is Anti-Bullying day. I hate that we actually have to have a day to remind people to be decent human beings and think about others before they open their mouths. We shouldn’t need to put on pink t-shirts to “take a stand” and make a difference. I appreciate that it’s a reminder that we can do better, but please, no matter what colour shirt you wear, DON’T BE A BULLY.

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Bullied or Bullying … How do I deal with it?

I wrote a post about bullying, and a new way to deal with it. You can read it here. Since then, I’ve been asked numerous times on how we’ve dealt with bullying, from both ends of the spectrum. As the parent of a¬†kid being pushed around and as a parent that finds out that their precious baby is a real jerk when away from your side. So, here it is. Do I think that these are the only ways to deal with things, not at all. But these¬†methods have worked for us and maybe they’ll work for you.

The Bullied Child¬†… There is nothing worse than learning that your child is being teased or tormented. It’s heartbreaking and¬† leaves you both feeling powerless. As a parent, my first reaction is to always say “suck it up and ignore them”. I still think that those words need to be said, as kids do need to learn how to let other people’s words roll off their backs and not affect them. But, there’s more that needs to be said than that. Get as much information out of your child as possible. Find out the circumstances that led up to the bullying. Was there a fight somewhere, did you child “start” the battle of words, etc, etc. If you learn that this particular instance of bullying was a reaction to something your child did, it’s a perfect opportunity to discuss that appropriate way to treat others. Let them know that what the other kid did or said to them was wrong, but point out that what your child did or said had hurt them too, so they reacted. There is a lesson in everything.

If you learn that the bullying that is happening, is real and unwarranted, you need to react immediately. First, encourage your child. Reiterate how great they are and how wrong the bully is. Remind them that words are just words, and that they don’t determine their worth. Hug them. Love them. Build them Up. Next, be sure that they know how to react when bullied. Ask them if they told an adult. If not, why? If so, what did they say and do? Did they walk away? If not, why? Did they say something in return, or did they just turn their back? Again, get as much information as you can, so you can properly empower them for the next time. There WILL be a next time …¬†EMPOWER your children so¬†they are equipped for battle. The things you teach them are their first line of defence. Teach them well.

Finally, call the school or camp or parents or wherever the bullying occurred. Let your children see you do it. They NEED to see you standing up for them, that’s very important. Call the school as many times as you need to. Don’t let the school just brush it off or say, ‘we’ll look into it’. Call everyday until it’s properly resolved. If it happens again, take notes and call again. Set up a meeting with the school principal and/or counsellor.¬†If you need to call the bully’s parents, do it. If it doesn’t get resolved at that level, call the school board. Whatever you do, don’t assume that the “adults” in your childs’ world are doing the right thing and fixing it. Sometimes, their hands are tied by rules and protocols and they can only take one small step at a time. (We learned that when we were dealing with our “bully” from the other side of things). You may have to go to higher authorities sooner than later, but that’s okay, your kid is worth it.¬† Ask your kids what you can do to make them feel safe…and really listen to what they have to say.¬†¬†Maybe you need to volunteer to be a lunch hour supervisor at school. Maybe they need to not ride the bus for a little while, or need to switch seats on the bus. Something that simple act may actually rectify the situation. If ¬†you need to remove your child from the school to keep them safe,¬†then do it. I sincerely hope that you’re not put in the situation where you have to make that choice, but it may come to that. Unfortunately, there are going to be people who¬†think you’re over reacting and that your child is just a wussy¬†baby.¬†Ignore them and do what you know is right – ¬†your child’s spirit and well-being needs to come ahead of what’s¬†“fair”.

Most importantly … stay connected with your kids. Be present in their lives. Give them an outlet to discuss their feelings. If they need to go to counselling, take them. Do not let them stew on things and internalize their feelings. They HAVE to get the hurt out.¬†And in case you didn’t already know,¬†there is FREE counselling available at your local health units. Use them.

The Child Bully.

Being the parent of a bully is a really hard thing to deal with. It will be one of the toughest things you will ever need to work through. It can be embarassing and shameful for you as a parent to deal with, but let that go and deal with it. You need to be steadfast and strong in your response, and you need to be consistent. Your responses can have no grey area … right is right and wrong is wrong.

Do not assume that your child would never pick on someone else or that they would never become a bully. I’ve been surprised on many occasion by what kids are willing to do to be cool or to feel better about themselves. Never underestimate the power of wanting to be “popular” or the desire to “fit in”. That being said, when you get wind of your child bullying or get the dreaded phone call from school, LISTEN. Please feel free to not just accept everything at face value, but do your research and learn the truth. You may not get the whole story in the initial conversation, but I guarantee there will be enough information presented for you to further look into.¬†Do NOT brush it off, your child may in fact be a bully or heading down that path.

First off, ensure that your child isn’t actually responding to bullying themselves. If they are, address it and put a stop to it. Teach¬†them that¬†their response was inappropriate and that there are better ways to deal with it. If you realize that they are in fact bullying someone without provocation, make your displeasure about that KNOWN. I’m not talking about you spanking¬†them and totally freaking out, but call¬†them on it. Turn the words back around on them, and ask¬†them how¬†they feel if someone said that to them. Point out that until¬†they are¬†perfect,¬†they best not be judging anyone else. Talk about how¬†they feel if someone said those words to¬†their little brother or sister, or you as¬†the Mother? Sometimes personalizing it drives the point home quicker. Try and figure out why they are doing the bullying. Are they doing poorly in school? Is there problems at home? Is their self-esteem low? Odds are really good that¬†they’ve got things they¬†need to talk through with someone. Counsellors, mentor, pastor, whoever .. just get them help.

Once you’ve dealt with the initial situation, call the school, and let them know that you will support them when it comes to punishment for the bullying. Let your child know that you’re siding with the school and/or teachers and that you will stand by their decisions when it comes to¬†correction or suspension. They cannot see a division. Be prepared for the bullying to occur time and time again, it is NOT an easy habit for a kid to break. Stay in constant contact with the school. Tell the teachers that you want to be called EVERY time they do something mean or inappropriate. Confront your child each and every time you learn of something new. Nothing is okay. No teasing, no name calling, no laughing at others, nothing. LOTS of people don’t consider playful “teasing” to be bullying, but it is. If your child is a bully, you have to be extra careful to not fall into the trap of a “little bit is okay”.

If you are not satisfied with the school’s response, push for stronger consequences. I learned that schools have a certain protocol that they have to follow when dealing with kids, especially in the elementary setting. Quite often, kids start by writing apology letters and then move on to suspensions. They almost always start with in-school ones and it takes a long time to move up to stronger consequences. In our case, that took way too long. And frankly, teachers are already spread so thin, that they can’t always¬† provide the supervision needed. And¬†more often than not, the kids hide their bullying really well and the teachers aren’t always aware of how extreme it’s gotten.¬†We¬†were not okay with our¬†child being able to bully for months before something could be done, so we responded ourselves. I’ve gone to school in my pyjamas to supervise at lunch time. My husbands gone to the school and followed our kid around the playground at lunchtime. We’ve turned in-school suspensions into out of school suspensions of cleaning at home or volunteering elsewhere.¬†When our kids get suspended from the bus, we’ve made them walk while¬†we follow behind them in the car. ¬†No matter how we responded,¬†¬†the kids¬†knew that we were not okay with how they were behaving and that we were willing to do something about it. Some of our responses may seem extreme to you, but we almost never had to do them more than one time. Something outside of grounding or loss of privileges seems to hit home a little bit harder.

Regardless of how you choose to deal with your bully, just please deal with it. Give it the serious response that it deserves. You need to do everything in your power to put an end to it, and help your child and the child being bullied to heal.

In the meantime, talk to your children. Ask them questions about what’s going on at school. Get to know their friends and their parents. Encourage your kids. Empower them and build them up. Teach them there is nothing embarassing about standing up for themselves or telling an adult when things are going wrong. Be aware of changes going on in your kids lives, both negative and positive and acknowledge them.¬† The more involved you are, the more likely you are to catch a problem before it becomes one. ALL kids deserve to feel safe, confident and loved. I just pray that I’m there to catch them when they need me.

Bullying … A New Approach

Bullying. Sucks. A lot. Having been the fat kid growing up, I suffered¬†through my share of it. Not from my peers¬†so much, but from older kids and people in the world around me. Society as a whole can be really hard on¬† people who¬†are different. Different in any way, shape or form. Body shape, skin color, height, weight, age, sex, glasses, crooked teeth, freckles, etc, etc. It’s a never-ending¬†list of stupid being¬†perpetuated by people who have ZERO confidence in themselves. I survived it, but it hurt. A lot.

Having said all that, I’ve also been the parent of bullies, on a few¬†different occasions. I’ve seen the world through their eyes and their outlook is just as grim as the persons being tormented. These kids believe that they’re worthless and stupid and ugly and horrible and that no one likes them. They feel abandoned by their parents, their friends and the world as a whole. They are lonely in a way that not many of us can understand. They feel powerless in their personal lives and bullying gives them POWER. They are controlling the situation instead of the situation controlling them. Bullying is almost NEVER about the victim, it’s about the Instigator. Almost Always.

It’s sad and maddening, but bullying is never going away. No matter how many posters we hang up, or how many commercials get shown on TV, bullying is here to stay. Think about how many “bullies” you know right now in your own group of friends. We all know someone who¬†will push and push until they get their way. We’ve all got a friend that thinks it’s funny to pick on you or your other friends, and then justifies it with a “just kidding”, or “you know I love you”. I can guarantee we’ve all had bosses that took their position of power to an unreasonable level while we just had to stand there and take it. Are those not all instances of bullying? Adults do it ALL the time … we just use bigger, fancier¬†words.

I think that it is worth educating kids on how to handle a bully. How to safely tell on them, how to avoid certain situations, and how to walk away. Kids need to feel safe at school and in their community. But there’s other ways to educate our kids and teach them to be better, in spite of the bullying going on around them.

Number One. Teach children their worth. If you’re a parent, make sure your children know how fabulous they are. Teach them about strength and confidence and grace. If you’re a teacher, pay attention to the kids that come from bad situations. Be their positive influence. Build your kids up so they find value inside of themselves as opposed to searching for it in the world around them. In my experience, my little “bullies” have had almost no self-esteem and were just desperate to have someone, anyone pay attention to them. No one made them feel good about themselves, so they set out to make other people look worse than they felt. Empower your children. They need your strength, until they feel it themselves.

Number Two. Teach children to not be followers. This seems like a pretty obvious statement, but how many of us really teach it? We teach our kids that there is strength in numbers and that they’re safer in groups. We should be teaching them how to be leaders … good, strong, positive leaders. Bully’s are not all that scary when they’re standing there on their own. Teach children to leave jerks and morons standing there by themselves and walk away. Teach them that it’s not rude to walk away when their friends are being mean or fighting. They don’t need to always have their buddy’s “back”. We spend so much time teaching kids to be polite and not enough time teaching them to be their own person. Give your children excuses for getting out of uncomfortable situations … “my Mom will take away my phone if I stay here”, “If I say that, my Dad will take away hockey”. Something, anything, but give them your words, until they have their own.

Number Three. Teach children that they have a voice.¬†Kids need to understand the power that their words carry, especially positive ones. Teach them that it’s okay to tell people what they’re doing is wrong. That it’s okay to say No, and to stand up for someone else. Teach them how to tell someone when they see bullying occur. Teach them that a smile and a Hello can make a difference in someone’s life. Encourage them to speak up and not be quiet.

Number Four. Teach children that they don’t have to be friends with everyone.¬†A lot¬†of times bullying starts because kids are different from¬†the majority of their peers. Everyone is NOT going to be friends, and that’s okay. The world is a big place and there is a match out there for everyone. Kids need to know that. A lot of times,¬†they think we want them to¬†hang out with the “weirdos”, so they fight against doing the “right” thing.¬†¬†I always tell my kids that they don’t have to be friends with everyone, but that doesn’t mean they get to be mean to anyone. Ever.

Number Five. Be an example. Do not laugh at the fat person that walks by. Don’t point out someones dirty, awful clothes. Don’t call people ugly, stupid, crazy. Don’t laugh when your children tell you an inappropriate story. They are watching you. They are copying you. Show them the proper way to behave. If you aren’t guarding your words and actions, why in the world will your children?

Finally as parents and adults, OPEN YOUR EYES.

Do not assume that your little “angel” is behaving appropriately at school. If someone tells you that your child has been misbehaving, don’t brush it off, look into it. Talk openly about bullying and the different forms it takes. Be present in their lives.

Watch for changes in your children. Are they pulling away from you, are talkers suddenly quiet, are social butterfly’s now¬†hiding in their bedrooms? Have they stopped eating or are they grossly overeating all of a sudden? Something is wrong. Get them help.

Bullying is about Power. I’m giving my kids the power, so bullying has NO POWER over them.¬†How about you?